Current mood:

numb

A message to all - most wont see
Today I want to be somewhere else and with other people. Today I felt alone and I felt sad. I felt bored and I felt tired of the same old things. I want to really feel life begin. I want to walk on water. Happy Birthday BTW. I need to get back some place.

You once said to me, being an asshole like you often are, you world chose him over me. Some friend you are. I feel like writing mean things to you but I care about you more then you care about me.

I wish you and I were better. We are not bad but I still wish we were better.

Will I ever stop hurting you?

Sometimes you are the only one I feel I connect with and I feel I trust but seriously now you need to break out of that damn good person things soon. Say somethings you shouldnt.

I have no complaints about you.

I miss you a lot. I seem to feel closest to you when we are far apart. Sorry I dont call more.

Your one of my better friends because you know who you are. I think you often degrade yourself from the real true potential you have.

Maybe I wouldnt want to ring your neck if you were more true. Sorry I see you fakeness. Sorry I see your flaws. I wish you were the real you.

I think of you everyday. Your my comparison.

I forgive you for the bad things. I wish now you could forgive yourself.

World domination is just within reach.

Stop caring about what people think. Fuck them. Youll go farther then everyone else.

Thanks for calling me. I hope your happy with everything. Dont forget us.

Beautiful.